Miriam… a poem

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The last time I spoke with Eli, he shared with me the poem below, which he had written and which had just been published.  I was (and still am) so proud of his engaged, reflective mind and eager, active spirit.  The biblical texts referenced are Exodus 15 and Numbers 12.  [If you can expand the width of your display, you’ll see the line breaks as Eli intended them.]

Miriam

In preparation for Passover Seder
a woman places a full cup
of water
for Miriam, sister of
Moses
beside the cup of Elijah’s wine.
In her heart, they are still holy.

When her parents spoke of Miriam, prophetess
snow-white with sore for questioning God,
struck with leprosy for saying “Has not the Lord also spoken to me?”
the woman tried not to wonder if her point
wasn’t that she heard God calling clearly in the desert and felt the spring
bubbling up inside her.

She tries not to wonder if Miriam was eager, rather than blasphemous

as when the army of the pharaoh was drowned in the Red Sea
perhaps Miriam felt the oceans turning inside her and said
“Throw me the horse and the rider
and let God do his work.”

perhaps she understood, as only women can
what a terrible thing it is to mistake
a fountain of life
for a body.

Instead of a blessing for Elijah, the woman prays, Meribah
may you find peace in the desert, a cup of water to your people
emptying yourself for them over and over but never
running
dry

Eli M. Roe

Eli’s Story

This is an op-ed piece that we (Liane and John) wrote for our local newspaper, the Centre Daily Times. It was published on October 21, 2016, under the headline “Events seek to build bridge between LGBTQ and faith communities”.

It does indeed publicize the events that we planned for the year, and our hopes for them – but it also seeks to tell a bit of Eli’s story, and thereby help others understand something about his life as a trans* person, with all its hopes, dreams, and struggles. Continue reading “Eli’s Story”

Our Site Logo

This beautiful image (the logo for this site) was created by Eli.  It was for a tattoo he hoped to get at some future time.

He explained to me that it was a stylized representation of Seneca Rocks, viewed by starlight.  We visited Seneca together several times and camped at the National Forest campground.  On a clear light the stars shine brightly over the iconic cliffs where we used to climb together.

Seneca by startlight image

I have written elsewhere about out first trip to Seneca. We returned several times over the years and had more than one adventure.

For me, Seneca has always felt like a center of vital energy – of inspiration to reach for the stars.  Perhaps Eli’s choice of this image signified that the place, or the time we spent together there, had a similar meaning for him.

I don’t know.  But I do know that his short life was an inspiration to many other people.  I hope our logo may signify that to you too.


Image source: Charleston Daily Mail/Pinterest